What You Keep The Most Track of Says the Most About You: About Love, Records of Wrongs — or Counting Blessings

I keep track of the days. Countdown of days left till Christmas. So many days till all the term papers are due to my prof for my doctorate of ministry program. Exact days till university-daughter comes in that porch door and is home for the holidays. I keep track of all kinds of unruly numbers. Track whatever you want to change trajectory. Blood pressure numbers at the end of the day when I sit there at the chair by the window and just try to stay calm, so calm, waiting for the re